So I Never Bothered

The Time Has Come
To Set Right The Issues
That Have Been Lying
Dormant In Some Remote Corner
Of The Mind And Soul
Yes I Knew
Your Limitations And
That I will Not Get Anything
Still I Gave Everything
My Time , My Mind , My Soul
Without Any Assurance
Because You Were Empty
You Needed Someone
Who Had Time For You
On Whose Mind Only You Were There
Whose Soul Connected With Your Soul
Yet When It Came To Surrendering My Body
I Asked For Just One Assurance That
There Will Be No Leaving Me Again
That There Will Be No One Else
You Will Unite Your Body With Again
You Committed Never To Leave
You Committed That You Will Be There
If Ever I Will Need
You Committed Not To Share
Your Body Again With Anyone
Other Then Me
I Trusted Your Commitment
To Share With You
The Most Beautiful Gift My Body
You Said It Was
The Best Moment Of Your Life
Also That Prior To Our Union
You Never Realized
That Physical Relationships
Could Be So Much Fun
Still Be So Soulful
You Said Those Images
Will Last For A Life Time
I Enjoyed The Happiness I Could Give
But
Then You Walked Out
You Wanted to Prove To Your Better Half
That Nothing Had Happened
You Wanted To Prove To Your Loved Ones
That We Never Shared Physical Intimacy
When I Reflect Back I Realize
That You Neither Cheated Me Nor Her
You Cheated Your Ownself
You Cheated Your Goodness
By Lying To Both Of Us
I Never Crucified You
As You Crucified Your Ownself
You Nailed Your Soul
With The Nails of Lie , Deceit And Distrust
So You Had Prove To The World
Your Innocence And Truthfulness
I Just Had To Prove To Myself
My Truthfulness And Honesty
Yes You Can Call
The Time We Shared Together
A Mistake And Live Happily
Or You Can Even Deny
We Spent Any Time Together
Still The Truth Will Never Change
We Shared Physical Intimacy
And Enjoyed Our Togethrness
In Your Own Self You Know
You Are Wrong And Unjust To Me
By Being Just To All
So I Never Bothered To Prove
What Everyone Else Doubts

"Reflections Of Soul " 2005 August